My so called Perfect life
My brothers always brag about how i dont have a job or how i dont help in the house and i just feed off from them. In my life i dont have a certain person that i can cal my got to when when i have a problem. More like a best friend. I guess i have gaven that title to my boyfriend, but in reality i dont think a boyfriend would want to hear about how i brag about my family and how i feel. I think that would get him tired and bored of me. Although he is completely the opposite he ask me how i feel, how my day is going so far, and how i plan to fix my problems and how he can help. I try not to replace a father figure with him, but i dont think it is like that because I see him more like a friend than my boyfriend. He is always around when i need him and i am always there for him as well. In my house there is always drama going on and no matter what you try to do to escape it it is impossible. For the past three years i have tried to keep my mouth shut over my opinions and what i like and dislike, just because whenever i do so they tell me i dont have a right to even give my opinion. It sounds harsh from my side because that is how i see it or how i feel about it. I personally feel uncomfortable at hoem i feel i cant touch certain things because i know i dont have a job or cant help financially yet. Everyone else in my house helps in something and i feel i should too. I try my best to keep my chores clean but when there is boys in families, they just dont know how to keep it clean.
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